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I am 34 years old and all I’ve ever had to strive for is to survive and be able to pay my bills. I don’t have anything that I want. I don’t make yearly goals (besides losing weight and all I’ve managed to do is is lose 10-15 and gain it right back. I realized that I’m operating out of survival and my life has been nothing but trying to get out of debt and getting back in it. I feel like a failure in my personal life. I am aimlessly wandering around, losing track of time and being sad about it. I want to change and I want to find things that make me happy and accomplished. I want goals that can level up my life. (Whatever the hell that means). I am embarking on a journey to find my what motivates me? what drives me?what goals are important? Cuz this summer I aint gonna say “next summer I’m finna”.