only when i feel things.

I don’t know. I really don’t. I only want to write down sad stuff. Never happy things. Always when I’m conflicted or trying to take my mind off of things. why does things change so often? And why do I have to always have to have the patience and the understanding of Jesus?????????? I am tired. I feel like I’m going to hole myself up and I just spent the last two months doing just that. (minus my bridesmaid obligations). I always credit people around me for the rise and fall of my emotions. Maybe it’s just me. Maybe I’m the problem.

see this sad shit.

ugh