i’m starting to see that i am completely unbalanced. And most likely lazy lol. Having everything fall apart last year, showed me how weak my foundation was/is. It’s like I just float around like a robot until I’m jolted awoke. And for a few glorious months I am alive and present and getting things done. Then the pile ons come and always throw me off. One, I can brush off. Two, I can take a deep breath and keep going. i think four is too much lol. i get bogged down and before I know it, it’s 5 months later. Everything i started is in shambles and i get back up to try to walk up the mountain. i’ve recognized some of the weak spots and have decided to demolish everything and start fresh. with new ideas and new systems. with black up plans for when a category 4 comes wailing through.
Pray for me, new shit scares me!
w a n d e r e r 
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